That’s me, as I start TTC cycle #36, I think. I am doing injectables and timed intercourse. My bulk pack of OPK’s and HPT’s are winging their way to me as I type and I start Estrogen and Gonal-F tomorrow.
I don’t feel excited though. It’s more a question of ‘I hope I remember to do it all’ and I really think that this is me getting ready to throw in the towel.
Which is a good thing.
Life’s too short and I’ve invested heavily time wise already. I think I’m almost there.
At that point, when it really is okay to be done.
I would never say that you can decide it though.
It really does just happen – says she – who’s about to start all over for another month! Lol!!
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Posted by Lorraine on November 14, 2009 at 6:10 am
Hope it’s going well – that “almost done” feeling can come and go, but in the middle of a cycle some kind of optimism usually manages to seep in around the edges. Hope the cycle is off to a good start!