And we start over…

I brought my Ob appointment forward to Monday.  Something ‘shifted’ on Sunday.  The fatigue lifted, as did the vague nausea and I no longer had any breast tenderness.

The US, first abdominal, then vaginal, then abdominal revealed that Twin B has also died.  No obvious cause. I’m thinking of miscarrying naturally in case a D&C will further compromise my uterus.  To date nothing at all is happening.  I don’t even have any cramping.  My Ob said it could take some time but if I find the wait too hard, to call him and he will schedule a procedure.

Emotionally I am fine.  I haven’t shed so much as a tear.  I did that already.

My plan – today – is to try ONE LAST TIME.  I will possibly do IVF so that the best embryo can be selected and now that we know Oestrogen is the answer to my lining issue I think I stand a very good chance of getting pregnant again.  As for staying pregnant – well that remains to be seen.

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2 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Kate on May 14, 2009 at 10:59 pm

    Oh man. I’m so sorry to hear. I’m glad you’re emotionally fine at the moment, but I’ve learned its a minute to minute emotion. Let yourself grieve for what you lost when you feel you need to. My thoughts are with you.

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  2. Posted by Jennifer (Springvan) on June 19, 2009 at 2:20 am

    Hi Liza,

    I just emailed you and then saw your blog link. I’m so sorry to hear this news, but am glad to hear you’re doing okay. I’m thinking of you!

    -Jen

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