I can’t handle it.

Today I’m sad.  I have cried and cried.  I’m so sure this isn’t going to work.  I still have no symptoms.  I feel COMPLETELY NORMAL and I’m sick of my few well meaning friends who know telling me I’m paranoid and it will be ok.  I haven’t told Mum because I wanted to save the news for when I’m sure.  I don’t think that day will come.  I should get another beta tomorrow so I can at least stop taking the progesterone.  My tests have stopped getting darker.


FRER 22dpo sure that beta is not progressing

this was 18dpo



One response to this post.

  1. Posted by bigmouth on April 17, 2009 at 1:46 am

    how would you feel if your well-meaning friends said, “yeah, I agree with you, it won’t last.”? there is not much someone on the outside can say that is appropriate for such a personal issue. just don’t let it get you mad or down. We don’t have personal maids who read us and speak to us appropriately so we have to “understand” what others mean or are trying to say.

    best bgm


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